and the way in which they become so unable to communicate
when we most need them to communicate.
we overcomplicate, type, retype, but it is futile–
how do we say the thing we do not know how to say?
I love you I do not want to talk to you anymore
I hate you and I want you to be in my life forever
I am so afraid to change though I am already changing
how can meaning in all its contradictions and impossibilities
be crammed into words that are meant to say one thing?
as though a comma could change everything
(eat, grandma. eat grandma). it does and it doesn't.
we are not able to control how others perceive us.
we are not able to control the future.
I was doing my best, I was always doing my best.
and I can die, knowing that.
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