i am so glad that i did
not share this with you
because its true what they say
when they litter you
with fear packed words in
elementary school
telling you to never share your
passwords
telling you that friends change
and trust slips
life lessons through the pretense
of computer safety
i never liked those classes they gave

i realize now that you do
not deserve
this part of me
the access to this depth
within my brain

i will not risk to have
this oasis ruined
for it will be all lost
for nothing to gain

(all done at my hands)

no, i will not risk it