you're so stupid
so stupid
sometimes i cannot even
stand
how stupid you
are

why do you do these things?
make excuses for yourself
but thats all they are and they will
only work if you believe them

i'm not mad anymore
really i'm not
i'm oddly removed

but when i hear of you on the edge of the platform
i'm protective
you're a little messed up i know
though half of it is real
and the other half put on
the desire to teeter is something in you that scares
me
though it is something i can sometimes see
in myself