the problem is
everytime you poke your head above the surface
my panic sets in
it's incredibly personal, but I'll own its not your fault
it may feel like I am avoiding you, because I am
it may seem as if I am sending you mixed signals, because I do happen to be emitting them
it might read like a contradiction, because I constantly change my mind
I try to stay above the water
and your mere presence, existence, makes me drown
makes me remember why it is
I can no longer swim.
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