i don't really know what you're thinking
step out of the shade
and reach your hand into the
shaft of light
into the
shaft of life
you give me words
but i don't believe them
these are not presents like i imagined them
and instead i see them edge forward
like lines off a script
just because you believe
doesn't mean its true
we can fool ourselves
we are best at fooling ourselves
driving ourselves into nothingness
because its the only way
we can go